August 21, 2012
Today has been all too boring and sluggish, woke up late again for school. I find my senior year being less and less enthusiastic, it is definitely not all that it was hyped up to be. Well maybe it's my school, it doesn't have the perfect track record for being well put together or organized. I go to a charter school in the suburbs of maumelle, I've been going here since 6th grade it was the first place my mom let us really settle down. This is the longest I've ever lived in one place in my entire life, it is safe to say I've gotten attatched. The school is more like a weird redneck family more than anything, you have your weird aunts and uncles (teachers) that like to tell you stories and try to seem cool but they are definatly not. You have your brothers and sisters (peers) and the distant cousins that keep multiplying (the elementary). Now the principle she is hard to place for most people but for me i know exactly where she falls, my bi-polar grandma; she is older and constantly battleing with wether she wants to be the cool hip grandma or the crazy grandma who is always yelling at you to pull up your pants. I wish my senior year was full of partys and fun times with friends but all i seem to have found so far is drama and having to work all the time. I'm finding the harsh realities very unpleasent; college is expensive, cars are expensive, gas is expensive, insurence is expensive, life has many hard choices, and God doesn't like to send direct messages too often.
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